Friday, December 30, 2011

stress

I've been thinking  alot about stress lately and how people cope with it differently, and I've realized I have got to have one of the stupidest ways to handle stress EVER.
It started my junior year in college I went to school in south Louisiana oh yeah TO effing hurricanes hit my school in its wonderment while closed for almost two months of the fall semester decided to reopen for classes but they extended class times and gave you five minutes to get between classes this was made harder by the fact that temporary building were set up to take the place of those damaged or destroyed. Now what made this harder was 1 my dorm with all my books was condemned, 2 there was really no place to get food or sleep. It sucked Soo during this crap when after a month I finally had a dorm room again my mom sent a care package in it was Pride and Prejudice the A&E version six hour long movie played on a loop through out the rest of the semester. Which by the end of the semester I've never been around a grumpier group of people in my life, and that is putting it very mildly. LOL
Come grad school my thesis advisor and the entire department were totally against women I would think I was being dramatic if their were not five other girls in the year along with me pulling their hair and crying while the men got to go to the teachers houses and get help writing their effing thesis NOT EFFING COOL!!!! Not that I'm still angry or anything NO not a bit;)
It was then that I discovered the books written around around the P&P World Continuations Alterations and the Fan fiction anytime I felt like going to the department head with a bat I pulled out a book. It calmed me down made me realize that a well placed whooops in his work I was the bastards graduate assistant was a better option. Ahhhhh silent revenge is better than jail.
Its continued on after my accident Amazon was busy though I don't remember a single word I read and I kept muttering about the blue lady (My sisters fault as she put Farscape on my computer and I drooled and watched and hallucinated)
So my point is find your pointless way to relax sometimes they can rock and save you from serious jail time :) Cheers

Sunday, December 18, 2011

OH DEAR

Well, tick tick goes the clock is counting down to HOLY SHIT, Ms. Dirty's supper. Learn more http://www.graveyarddirt.com/ If youve been in a hole and not heard its Holy Supper time. Now I am doing this, however, there are a few tiny minor complications to my plan.
1 All the rest of the family are Christians and every time I try to bring up anything my mother just mutters about us NOT having a witch in the family.
SOOOOOOOOO I'm thinking she suspects don't know why maybe the altars in my house gave it away Hmmm Oh well Spy I am not just scared shitless of my mom dad could care less knows and says just let ur mother go sister is same as mum. Oh well sigh
How to do this without them knowing we are doing this. HMMMM
That's right Ladies and germs this notnot a witch is going ninja on their asses.
Step One Oh Mum why dont I cook Christmas dinner
Step Two U know sundays a very inconvenient day to have a big supper why dont we have it on Thursday.
TO witch she replied why and I said because.
I know not the strongest argument. But, this isss the time for peace not mothers having heart attacks. Sooooo I'm now cooking New Years Day Oh yes didnt see my abysmal failure coming did u. Oh well but its even better!!! You know why because we are a superstitious bunch Have to Have Cabbage=money and black eyed peas = luck.   HEHEHE  Soooooooo
Thats taken care Now I have also convinced them to do this old school, to honor our ancestors!!! Im so good   Oh yes we are doing all of the old family recipes Cabbage Rolls, Black Eyed Peas, Jello mold thingy, German Chocolate Cake, Tea cakes, Ham and Baklava (Mom says but we're not Greek and I said prove it) ohhhhh and bread homemade of course!!!! And mulled apple cider.
Now Im a good cook but Ive never made any of this shite before.  LET THE GAMES BEGIN
Ninja Rabbit says good nite

Friday, December 9, 2011

Hello befuddled here

Hello well I have been trying to get my life in order (Giggle cough choke). Its not easy, see I was hit by a car last year insert life plan blowing up in my face, when I lost most of the use in my right arm. I was a professional musician at this point. What follows is a period of depression WHY ME..... WHAT THE HELL DO I DO, and not answering the phone because they were scary numbers and they did NOT want to sell me things and they were pretty angry.
So life had pretty much gotten bad, and my sticking my head in the ground screaming for people to leave me the F alone was oddly not working. SOOOOO. I cried. This also did not work. Funny I know I had put a lot of stock in the crying plan but nothing nodda. So crap. I guess I was going to have to do something. I hated leaving the house I thought people were starring, going see look she can only use one hand. Turns out I was only partly right:)
So I found a job which was step one now its only part time and Step two called some of the mean men back and made very nice deals that said I will give u a LITTLE if you will leave me the H alone. Im also cleaning my house I know totally novel idea there.
Ive also going to try and go back to school if I can scrape up the brain cells for it:)
Who knows Hopefully 2012 will be a MUCH better year. OH and by the way I'm a witch TATA